I woke up today, feeling refresh and energize. Perhaps, because its Friday and I want to get started early. Or maybe its just so cold here and it gets me in the right mood.
I have begun my training. I do not know how to explain it but it got something to do with internal energy... I'm not trying to be somebody, but just wanted to experience it hands-on, so I can prove to myself whether it is real or not. After all, internet which have been feeding me with a lot of information and telltale of people's experience, but it still cannot convince me.
I wish to put my all in this experiment, because if I don't, the result will be half-ass. But if I do, at least if the result went downhill, I can proudly say it ain't real and the experiment is a success.
But in my state, who has just started for two days, I am still at a beginning level. Still, trying to learn how to fly. Troubles over how to balance myself at the end of the tree branch, judging the distance between myself and the ground and try not to imagine what it would be like if I fall, etc etc.... But no matter how scary the height or challenge are, this little bird will not give up because one day, she will turn into a phoenix, born from pile of ashes.
Grasping for cloud,
Pararae.
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