My college life is starting in another 2 days and I feel somewhat unfulfilled. My holiday mood is still at its peak and I don't think it is declining any soon. I wonder if its because I've been working until last week, so I only enjoy my holiday for a week before I'm entering an eight-year law course. Sigh...
Can't my life gets any busier?
I really wish I can walk around the park or run around the lake and take a deep breath of fresh air. But I can't. Not a day after I've stopped working, I have to pack, shop and prepare for my college life. Seriously, can't I just take a breather???
But since when did I take one?
It's not like I ever did something that I enjoy...except for the time when I write, which I no longer can cause my writer-block is getting bad to worse every time I try. I practically wanted to give up writing on paper, and only do so in my head, because that's the best I can do.
But honestly, I'm not ready for my degree yet. I need more time. I need more space. Why life is so hectic? Can't I just take a deep breath and enjoy my day? I wonder if I will get that after my degree. I desperately wish I will, because if I don't, then I am no more than a robot.
Am I the only one who feels this way?
Pouting,
Pararae
Post a Comment